Tonght has been fairly uneventful thank God. I am ready for a good night sleep. Will see a neurologist tomorrow to see if he thinks there is something we are missing. I think he will stay with his decission he had last year of Post Tramatic Stress Disorder. So I better get some research out and read up on this PTSD. I don't know. I do know I have given everything up to God and praying for the strength to accept what is going on with me. Then I will have to lean hard on the love I have for my family to get through all of this. A mothers love is suppose to be very powerfull. Hope mine is powerfull enought to break through this difficult time and give Gary what he needs. I just love Gary and Nick sooooo much that I really want to be there and be a good mom and good wife. I want to be a good friend, good granddaughter. I am just tired and frustrated with this physical condition getting in the way of what I want to be. Keep everyone better posted.
Last few days recap. Dr. appointment, Cat Scan on Brain, Long shacking period 911 call, ER visit, EKG good, blood work good, Cat Scan good, Still weak muscles and Neurologist appointment tomorrow.
Is it Friday yet. Am I well yet? Is all of this crazy stuff done yet? I got to be a mom , a wife, a daughter, a friend, a daughter inlaw and a granddaughter. Also need to get paintings done. Can I go on with my life yet? Only time will tell and only God knows what is best for me now.
Love to all
Jennifer
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