Yea Friday

It has been a very long and strang week for me. I am very happy to see the week end. Nick was in one of his rare decluttering moods and got a lot of great work done. I have gotten nothing but some minor laundry done. I have seen so many doctors and talked to so many doctors I should have my own degree. We have the yes your symptons are real to you and I can't help you go to the mental health people group of doctors. Then there is the yes you have been through a lot of stress and have had a lot of trama in your past that explains some symptoms but not all and there still could me a medical physical condition being missed. We are just going forward for now until we can figure out what other tests could be done to shed light on the subject. These strange symptoms can all be my bodys way of finaly griving over deaths that I just dismissed in my past. It could be that I have finally broken down under the presure of the stupidity of our existing health care finascal payment system. The series of no we wont help financial help your son. The uncertiy of the future and the presure of wanting to still be a supper hero mom. But I am just a mom who has a lot of love for her family and wants the best for them.

Jennifer